Thursday, April 27, 2017

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

"Terrified"



"Terrified"

I'm terrified of myself I was always to blame
Deep down in my soul made to feel so much shame
Sometimes I am sinking into a deep, deep dark hole
It's a rocky road ahead not feeling very close to God

Feeling lonely I'd say most times with things going through my mind
Feeling empty on the inside as I'm figuring out life
Sometimes I won't admit it when I'm not in control
Like a whirlwind, blowing, spinning as it penetrates my soul

Sometimes I look for God I keep thinking He don't care
It's just another fleeting moment as I'm pulling out my hair
It's the words that we say as we're passing through this life
They cut deep into your heart just sharp as a knife

Sometimes it leaves a wound and sometimes it leaves a scar
Swirling around inside your mind telling us who we are
Just like poison in our veins we scream, we scream and we cry
It is then that it kills us as we give up and die

Written by Chris Turner
October 30th, 2015

"Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine?"



"Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine?"

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When people meet and they feel that they're in love they believe it's love at first sight
But they don't really know each other well but she believes that she's met Mr Right
He is charming and soon he has won her heart charisma is swooning her that day
They get close and they feel that they're in love she's only nice if he gets his way

Chorus

Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine can they hug each other every day

Do they have anything in common or do they always want their own way

One is prickly you can't get very close to it the other smells especially when it sprays

Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine they're not compatible in any kind of way

In a bar or a club as both their eyes will meet they get up and they start to dance
He thinks that this is the girl for him he's not sure if he wants to take a chance
But as they dance very close to a song that night she whispers in his ear it's what she said
Tonight my husband is not at the club with me, honey; tonight I'm your lady in red

Chorus

Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine can they hug each other every day

Do they have anything in common or do they always want their own way

One is prickly you can't get very close to it the other smells especially when it sprays

Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine they're not compatible in any kind of way


In the future trouble will look for you so be careful and don't get involved
Listen to what your momma told you don't be deceived and do as you were told
The right person you're looking for is on their way don't rush along with the first one you meet
If you wait and be patient for the love you seek it is then that your life will be complete.

Chorus

Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine can they hug each other every day

Do they have anything in common or do they always want their own way

One is prickly you can't get very close to it the other smells especially when it sprays

Can a skunk fall in love with a porcupine they're not compatible in any kind of way



Written by Chris Turner
January 27, 2017

"Memories of yesterday"



"Memories of yesterday"



The memories of yesterday all trapped inside my mind
I played back all the good times as I started to rewind
Never having any problems enjoying the things I did
I loved the freedom way back then the freedom of a kid

Then things began to change as I turned into a teen
Life wouldn't be the same of the years that had been
Exposed to smoking, drinking which had its grip on me
It changed my life forever not the kid I used to be

But I have no regrets for the things that I had done
Put it all down to experience along the way I had some fun
I was rockin' and a rollin' long hair and denim jeans
I went to all the parties dancin' to the disco scene

Then I started working it was good for awhile
You realize you need some cash to finance your teen lifestyle
Then I got the taste of money had no time to relax
I said hey, where did all my money go? I had to pay so much darn tax.

Written by Chris Turner
June 4, 2016.

“That Is Wrong” (A true story)



“That Is Wrong”

(A true story)


When some people are born into this world, from then on, through childhood and into adulthood they are constantly told “That Is Wrong”

I was born……………………………..
I spit up my food “that is wrong”
I poop my diaper “that is wrong”
I cry too much “that is wrong”
I throw tantrums “that is wrong”
I touch things I shouldn’t “that is wrong”
I throw my food “that is wrong”
I punch another kid “that is wrong”
I steal a cookie “that is wrong”
I steal some money “that is wrong”
I hit my younger brother “that is wrong”
I’m late for school “that is wrong”
I fail at school “that is wrong”
I play truant from school “that is wrong”
I hate school “that is wrong”
I smoke at thirteen “that is wrong”
I curse now and again “that is wrong”
I say I didn’t do it “that is wrong”
I tell a lie to save myself from a beating “that is wrong”
I play loud music “that is wrong”
I drink alcohol “that is wrong”
I get drunk “that is wrong”
I kiss a girl “that is wrong”
I have a good time “that is wrong”
I grow my hair long “that is wrong”
I bleach my denim jacket “that is wrong”
I ask a question “that is wrong”
I would like to have my own opinion “that is wrong”
I work as a milkman   “that is wrong”
I work at any job my dad doesn’t like “that is wrong”
I can’t tell the truth for fear of being chastised “that is wrong”
I steal apples “that is wrong”
I stay out late “that is wrong”
I go to movies “that is wrong”
I go to dances “that is wrong”
I sometimes skip church “that is wrong”
I talk back (give an answer for my actions) “that is wrong”
I think of girls “that is wrong”
I date a girl “that is wrong”
I get engaged “that is wrong”
I break engagement “that is wrong”
I get engaged again “that is wrong”
I get married “that is wrong”
I have an affair “that is wrong”
I get divorced “that is wrong”
I find some women attractive “that is wrong”
I get married again “that is wrong”
I want to have sex “that is wrong”
I confide in friends “that is wrong”
I say the word damn “that is wrong”
I say the word shit “that is wrong”
I pray to God “that is wrong”
I confide in the church “that is wrong”
I read the bible “that is wrong”
I watch Coronation Street “that is wrong”
I watch cop shows “that is wrong”
I don’t give my kids all they want “that is wrong”
I slap my kids on the backside “that is wrong”
I don’t give in to my kids wants “that is wrong”
I talk to my wife “that is wrong”
I don’t hug my wife at the right times “that is wrong”
I don’t listen all the time to complaints “that is wrong”
I say a bad word now and again “that is wrong”
I watch T.V. “that is wrong”
I forget some groceries “that is wrong”
I respond to others “that is wrong”
I’m on my computer “that is wrong”
I work real hard “that is wrong”
I can’t get a job “that is wrong”
I cook a meal “that is wrong”
I have no money “that is wrong”
I do the laundry “that is wrong”
I can’t pay my bills “that is wrong”
I fail God “that is wrong”
I lack real faith “that is wrong”
I disagree with church ways “that is wrong”
I don’t speak in tongues “that is wrong”
I have different beliefs “that is wrong”
I get sick “that is wrong”
I argue with relatives “that is wrong”
I don’t argue, “that is wrong”
I talk too much “that is wrong”
I don’t talk “that is wrong”
I don’t give a rap “that is wrong”
I sin some more “that is wrong”
I pray for my needs “that is wrong”
I care for others “that is wrong”
I don’t care for others “that is wrong”
I love food “that is wrong”
I love chocolate “that is wrong”
I laugh at wrong times “that is wrong”
I exercise   “that is wrong”
I try to help “that is wrong”
I hate where I live “that is wrong”
I hate cold weather “that is wrong” 
I want to move to somewhere sunny “that is wrong”
I want to live in California “that is wrong” 
I love the ocean “that is wrong”
I want more money “that is wrong”
I write songs, poems and books “that is wrong”
I sing in the shower “that is wrong”
I’m a morning person “that is wrong”
I’m loud in the morning “that is wrong”
I sing while making breakfast “that is wrong”
I knit, cook, and bake “that is wrong”
I’m creative “that is wrong”
I say I’m handsome and good looking “that is wrong”
I love myself extremely “that is wrong”
I question things in the bible “that is wrong”
I argue with God “that is wrong”
I have my own views “that is wrong”
I’m skeptical about things “that is wrong”
I don’t trust anyone “that is wrong”
I like different music “that is wrong”
I don’t agree with in-laws “that is wrong”
I don’t let my in-laws rule my life “that is wrong”
I can’t communicate with some of the kids “that is wrong”
I can’t communicate with my wife “that is wrong”
I won’t go to counseling, “that is wrong”
I don’t eat organic “that is wrong”
I’m overweight “that is wrong”
I don’t tithe “that is wrong”
I’m fed up with church “that is wrong”
I’m fed up with the antics of Christians “that is wrong”
I hate hypocrisy “that is wrong”
I have doubts “that is wrong”
I just want someone to say that’s good “that is wrong”
I just want to be loved “that is wrong”
I say I can’t please anyone “that is wrong”
I think I’m going crazy “that is wrong”
I then say, “To hell with it”, I’m going for a beer “that is wrong”
I make the above statement “that is wrong”
I try to express my feelings in words “that is wrong”
I was born into this world …………………………….
Have a nice day. Huh! What’s up, did I say something wrong?

Written by Chris Turner
February 5th, 2014